Saturday, February 5, 2011

Woof

After 13 working days in a row, I had today off. I started off by running some errands and finished with a pedicure and drinks with my friend, Joe, from high school.

I was the only person at the nail salon when I showed up, so I think she was extra special with me. The girl spent a lot of time massaging my feet. I love a good pedicure and it really is the epitome of "me time" for me.

What do you do to pamper yourselves?

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Insecurities

I have been struggling with insecurities since I got back from my Birthday Weekend with the Boyfriend.

Work has been steadily picking up and last week, we hit the high point. I literally have worked every day since Monday, 1/24. I'm exhausted, it's been snowing, and as a result of 12 hour work days, I haven't been back to the gym since the 24th.

I'm tired, I feel like I don't have a life, I feel fat and slobbish, and I'm very afraid I'm taking it out on the Boyfriend. All my insecurities about myself make me feel even more insecure about my relationship with him.

I have to stop.