I have been struggling with insecurities since I got back from my Birthday Weekend with the Boyfriend.
Work has been steadily picking up and last week, we hit the high point. I literally have worked every day since Monday, 1/24. I'm exhausted, it's been snowing, and as a result of 12 hour work days, I haven't been back to the gym since the 24th.
I'm tired, I feel like I don't have a life, I feel fat and slobbish, and I'm very afraid I'm taking it out on the Boyfriend. All my insecurities about myself make me feel even more insecure about my relationship with him.
I have to stop.
The relationships we have with others tend to mirror the relationship we have with ourself. I am in a funk with work too and I've been taking it out on others too. Mark literally stopped me last night and asked, "could you please stop treating your boyfriend like shit?" Sometimes all you need is something small to turn things around. Treat yourself well, get enough sleep, stop the negative self talk. You are adorable, smart, and capable of shaping your life however you want it to turn out. Hang in there hun...things always get better.
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